Sometimes, the need to protect you is overwhelming to me. A lot of the time, I feel like I ought to be related to all of you, or married to you. I wish I could be. I can’t really explain what you mean to me, when you started to weigh in my heart, or why you still are, but I can tell you that you are. This is the culture I want to live in, and I want to flourish in. I am so proud of all of you, and I am proud of myself for being apart of it. People may ask why I have no single relationship. I guess I already do: all of you. I wish I could marry all my friends. You are my sweetest downfall; I loved you first
In dreams, emotions are overwhelming.
In spite of this, some people come to blame for mistakes. I want to punch you, I want to burn your house down! I hate you. While you contemplate whether or not we can even be friends, I am in love with your shadow. It’s painful sometimes, but other times, strengthing. I wish I could have heard something a long time ago, but I think the surest thing I can do now is tell you. Everything will work out the way you want it to, you just need to stop doubting that I love you.