I was going to say something, but honestly, I’m not really sure being your friend is what I really want anymore. Nevertheless, the cohesion of the group will get us through the season– that’s what we need. A bit of community is what started this all; a group effort is what makes the win-win for everyone. A win-win is why people come, why people are drawn to our own, if ridiculous culture. Still, at the end, I’m not sure I will want to continue to pretend. I think we’re done.

That doesn’t change what I wanted to say, though: I am because you are.

No One Cares, But…

I am a genius, the audio lives.

Just kidding. All is for naught, I am a joke, and why don’t we just not be friends? It really isn’t my fault someone can’t plug a microphone in, on field or off. It really isn’t… I’m doing my best here, and, yeah. Bah. Humbug.

There’s something I’ve been learning that I want to share with you: the more you pretend it doesn’t bother you, the more it actually does.


“I’ll tell you one thing about the universe, though. The universe is a pretty big place. It’s bigger than anything anyone has ever dreamed of before. So if it’s just us… seems like an awful waste of space. Right? I… had an experience. I can’t prove it, I can’t even explain it, but everything that I know as a human being, everything that I am tells me that it was real. I was given something wonderful, something that changed me forever. A vision of the universe, that tells us undeniably, how tiny, and insignificant and how… rare, and precious we all are! A vision that tells us that we belong to something that is greater then ourselves, that we are not, that none of us are alone.”