I really feel like I need to leave and start my whole life over.

Do you ever think that if people really knew, they would act differently?

We’re all different in our own way, but we belong together.

I hope so too.

Perchance to Hope

“There is always something left to love. And if you ain’t learned that, you ain’t learned nothing…Child, when do you think is the time to love somebody the most? When they done good and made things easy for everybody? Well then, you ain’t through learning-because that ain’t the time at all. It’s when he’s at his lowest and can’t believe in hisself ’cause the world done whipped him so! When you starts measuring somebody, measure him right, child, measure him right. Make sure you done taken into account what hills and valleys he come through before he got to wherever he is.”

– Mama from A Raisin in the Sun

I’ve recently heard that the surest way to heal a hole in your heart is to give away exactly what you’re missing. If it ever seems like I don’t care please stop me, slap me, hurt me– stop me. Feeling unloved put me in this rut, and I’m hoping that helping you feel loved will get me out of it. Selfish? I don’t much care, but I do love you at any rate.

The Stars Above

I could have stayed in that moment forever. Despite everything, with her, I felt safe.

Is there meaning to anything? Has anything I’ve done really matter? Do my friends care? Am I worth something?

I would give anything to go home right now; from dust to stardust.