Lame

So I feel really lame right now.

Not only am I pretty upset about not finding anything halfway decent to blog about, but I am just in general feeling bad. I can’t really put a finger on what I am feeling, and who knows, maybe that’s just the way it is.

I am also pretty lame in school right now. I’m having trouble finding the energy to do my work, I don’t enjoy music, and I really don’t find band at all interesting (especially after that trip to Vegas.) As you might know, I’ve been trying to speak up to people, but when someone told the annoying pit kid to bug off, I lost any desire to try it.

Couples are back at irritating the *censored* out of me too. What’s more ? there are more on the block! I learnt a new use for punctuation too. I feel special about that. But everyone is busy, unofficially, going out and whining about it. I feel bad for a few people too, no matter what they do, their unofficial date turns into a monster. Bah.

I am having issues picking two more people to play with me on Claire de Lune. I have some folks in mind, but none of the others currently playing can stand them.

Okay, I think I got it. I think I have a fancy label for my emotions. I’m lonely. How original am I?

Poem

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That was one of the best poems I’ve ever read, and it was in The Perks of Being a Wallflower (review to come.) If anyone has any information about this, I’d love to hear it. It’s simply a beautiful peom, and it should be shared.

Claire de Lune

Okay, I know I always talk about this song, but this time, I have a pretty good reason to speak of it yet again.

I ordered the mallet ensemble for five marimbas a while ago, and it finally came. I am so excited, but a bit confused. Who should I play with?

At any rate, it’ll be great, and I hope everyone will enjoy it when the come and see it at the concert. *hint*

This all comes in sharp relief with my musical experiences of today. I realized today that I am simply not capable of playing piano. I can’t play a dynamic worth anything, either. Everything that goes wrong in a song is my fault. I always dread solos too. I suck. Hopefully this song will help change that.