“You know what, you should take your lady home tonight and do something to her that you do don’t do to ladies. You know, give her cold tea; they hate cold tea!”
I wish I could forget you. I wish what you didn’t say didn’t make me in constant desire for more, and what you do say didn’t make me want to die. I wish you’d forget me. I wish I could just set sale and become a pirate. Too bad I’m too damn thirsty.
It is what it is. I’m embarrassed, exposed, hurt, and exhausted. I’m elated, thankful, and reminiscent. I don’t like feeling alone and I hate to lose. Gratification is found in working with a group to accomplish its greatest potential, even if one person ignores you. It is what it is, and I’m finally ready to take it for exactly that.