I told myself that I wouldn’t be writing for a while, but I cannot stand this. The server may still be in pieces, but I can at least transfer this when things are working again.
Tonight was truly amazing. I cannot explain every facet to you, and honestly, I’m not sure I would even want to if I could. I actually marched! I gained an incredible amount of more respect for you all; I find it amazingly hard. Actually, when I was really thinking about it and not worrying about looking foolish, it felt right. The show was mediocre, but at least my keyboard worked. Friendship mail was amazing. I’m now in-charge of the folder. Too bad that was the last game.
That was the last game? It certainly doesn’t feel like it at all. I feel as if we have a hundred more games to go to and suffer through. The best part is, it wasn’t actually suffering this time. I really felt happy about the whole thing, not playing and all. I was happy to see all of you, and for most of the game, I just sat up and stared at you.
My sister is amazing; I’m really starting to think she might actually join band next year. And I’m okay with that. Quite honestly, all the eighth graders are pretty cool in my book. It takes guts to get out there and play with us, I know since I’ve done it! It’s hard and I admire them.
The party was amazing too. The theme was fitting and the whole place well-decorated. The food was delicious and the company superb. I’m glad I changed my mind and decided to go. There were a few awkward moments that I should have fixed, and I feel really upset about now that I look back on them. I understand that, that might have been the perfect opportunity to make friends with several people, but I just sat motionless. Not everything can be perfect though, can it? I still feel great about the party though. The mood continued nicely until I dropped everyone off. I was lonely then.
I’m beginning to realize how much I’m going to miss you. I know it’s not over yet, but it is so true. I will miss you being unable to keep your mouth to yourself, I will miss you eating cereal out of a box, and I will miss my entire section. This is my family, and you’re going off to college. I guess I should just be happy that these things have happened to me and move on. You’ll always be a part of me. I can’t help but cry all over you though and I’m sorry.
Toasted marshmallows are incredible. I plan on having them up in Flagstaff for my birthday. Does that bother you?