I’m not really sure what the title has to do with this post, so you have been warned; no whining about it. I am listening to the song though (I love the song) if that counts.

My math teacher really pleased me today. It kindness that really makes me happy, I’ve decided. He understood what had happened to me, and has really been the only one who has shown any recognition to it, work-wise. I was really quite happy leaving that class. I’ve also scheduled to complete my correspondence class, and I was quite pleased that I finally got around to arranging the test. Yea, whatever, I’m boring myself.

I made this cool picture thing (note-to-self: pick new descriptor) as seen in the Moblog. Creatively, I’m not one that excels, but I think it turned out nice enough. I’m going to extend the theme of it around the rooms if this littler one works out. I need some pictures though!

While I was making the picture thing (shudder) I stumbled across old notes and letters from my past friends. Wow. You know, I really thought I was over them, but was I wrong. I’m not sure if it was the dropping to the floor, or dropping the glass over the floor that made me snap-back to reality. They’ve torn my heart, and how I forgot what happened tore it even more. I am not looking forward to Europe this summer at all anymore.

My hair looks best at half-past the hour, slightly damp, and without glasses, contacts, or other viewing aid. I like my hair with those specifications. Yes.

Have you ever met someone that seems to be living a life parallel to your own? Maybe I have, but I’m not sure yet. I’ll make sure to get back to you on that one. I’ve lost my inner child. I’ve lost my fun. Will you find them with me?

I just got back from getting Megan replaced. Wow, that’s horrible, but loosing a friend is never easy. You’ll never believe this, but the motherboard inside it was fried, and the Apple employees couldn’t quite figure it out (I conveniently forgot to tell them I dropped her…) So here I am, with a brand, spankin’new one being upset about having to not only reset all my settings, but charge the thing as well. Oh well.

Oh a quick side note, I am enjoying this wonderfully fattening cookie bouquet that some friends of my parents bought me. Mmm, good.

Okay, how about a quickie? Wow, not like that, but whatever.

I’m eating peanut M&M’s (the ones I got for Valentines but couldn’t eat because of the condition of my jaw…) right now and swishing it down with some milk. I enjoy getting fat.
Testing is ridiculous. I’ve said enough.
I love you? Nah, I really don’t even know you, but thanks for reading.

Oh, and I pretended I was a ballerina today. Thanks Lily; that spoke volumes to me.

So for some abnormal reason that defies all pieces and parts of my current situation, I find myself laying in my bed and suddenly jumping out and dancing. Dancing is a rare occurrence from me, and especially so when I am alone. What’s up?

I am so inexplicably happy at this current moment in time. I have hordes of tests that I have no idea when I am going to take, I had to cancel a party, I missed a party for a friend, and I have relationship problems. Randomly, however, I find myself smiling, listening to the rain, and writing to you, dear reader.

By the way, I have a little party in the works for this weekend. Take a look at the invitation if you would as I would appreciate any input on it (yea, that sounds stupid to me too.) The dates and times are not final, I just thought I’d put it up here. I’ll let you know when things are set into stone.

Now, excuse me while I go listen to the rain, it’s talking to me and to you.