I really should learn to carry my own emotional baggage. I really should. All day, I went around ruining other’s lives and complaining. I suck. Whatever. I’m about to ruin yours, or at least partially, so you may wish to stop and pick up reading again later.
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Okay, good. I really wish people would stop stroking, fondling, and/or kissing each other 24/7. I may just a a very jealous third wheel here, but I am beginning to find it irritating. And another thing! don’t pretend to be all friendly with me when I’m really just being your second alternative. I feel so replaced, and it’s not like I’ve not tried to fit in with the new. I’m breaking my back trying to know some people just to get my friends back, and it’s not worth it. Old dogs can’t learn new tricks.
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I got pulled out of class today. When I asked what was going on I received, “It doesn’t matter.” Sorry, but I don’t care what’s going on, if you are interrupting me, you better have a good reason. It turns out, that I was wanted for a interview. Filing police reports isn’t fun for anyone, but for me, it was almost painful. I just don’t want to remember what they’re trying to get me to. For me, I’ve already moved on, and I just want to forget this whole ordeal. No, they want the entire thing written out in blood.
I’ve never really been one for talking to people, especially strangers, and most of all police, but this was ridiculous. I don’t think I uttered one word the whole time other than yes or no. I hate people, by the way. Oh and according to the police-dude, I’m not vivacious.
I may be getting an exchange student from Germany over the coming break so I suppose that’s something to be happy about. I wish my German was better though.
I’m installing Xandros right now, mostly because I am bored, and partially because I’ve heard it makes Linux easy. I may like Gentoo, but I love easy. And I’m bored, that too. Sci-fi friday is on tonight and I’m ecstatic. Another night all alone, in the lonely confines of this house. But I have my imaginary friends, yes?