I really should learn to carry my own emotional baggage. I really should. All day, I went around ruining other’s lives and complaining. I suck. Whatever. I’m about to ruin yours, or at least partially, so you may wish to stop and pick up reading again later.
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Okay, good. I really wish people would stop stroking, fondling, and/or kissing each other 24/7. I may just a a very jealous third wheel here, but I am beginning to find it irritating. And another thing! don’t pretend to be all friendly with me when I’m really just being your second alternative. I feel so replaced, and it’s not like I’ve not tried to fit in with the new. I’m breaking my back trying to know some people just to get my friends back, and it’s not worth it. Old dogs can’t learn new tricks.
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I got pulled out of class today. When I asked what was going on I received, “It doesn’t matter.” Sorry, but I don’t care what’s going on, if you are interrupting me, you better have a good reason. It turns out, that I was wanted for a interview. Filing police reports isn’t fun for anyone, but for me, it was almost painful. I just don’t want to remember what they’re trying to get me to. For me, I’ve already moved on, and I just want to forget this whole ordeal. No, they want the entire thing written out in blood.
I’ve never really been one for talking to people, especially strangers, and most of all police, but this was ridiculous. I don’t think I uttered one word the whole time other than yes or no. I hate people, by the way. Oh and according to the police-dude, I’m not vivacious.
I may be getting an exchange student from Germany over the coming break so I suppose that’s something to be happy about. I wish my German was better though.
I’m installing Xandros right now, mostly because I am bored, and partially because I’ve heard it makes Linux easy. I may like Gentoo, but I love easy. And I’m bored, that too. Sci-fi friday is on tonight and I’m ecstatic. Another night all alone, in the lonely confines of this house. But I have my imaginary friends, yes?
You talked to me today!
And I invited you to go the play with us.
Sorry you had to relive it.
An exchange student! That is so exciting!
Don’t worry much about how good your German is. There are always other ways to communicate.
People are selfish. They seems to want to hang out with their other friends and no matter how hard you try to talk to people you care about. Some of them might push you back out. I say if they mean alot to you, try again. But if you can live without them, then just move on and forget about it. Cause sometimes it’s the best and Michael if you want to talk you can to me. I don’t mind hearing people complain.